I just read my old post. I WAS SO IMMATURE AND STUPID! HAHAHA! can't wait to know how I would feel when I read this years later!

Happy birthday to me. I'm 22 years old! I don't want to sound like a pussy but I do feel older and I kinda dislike it.. For the past year, I haven't been doing much. I do help my parents most of the time but that it doesn't give me the experience that I need nor does it fill in my bank. I don't spend much time with my friends in Kota Kinabalu. It's my home, and this is where my life started so I got to have many friends and I do but time flew. It's already been years since i've last chilled with them so I don't know what's going with their life. They might have changed, because I know I have. We might not even click anymore. So I wanted to leave things the way there were, good old friends. I think I have matured since last year's birthday. I have prayed to God more, I have started to fight for my religion. I have been trying to be a very good brother, cousin, nephew and son. I've started to respect myself and other people more and on top of that, I am a better driver, lover and friend. But I have also brought up the old bad habit which is smoking up. See, smoking up was the start of the downfall. I started to eat junk food again, skip exercises, slept late and woke up late, lost confidence and also failed in time and work management. but it relaxes me. It helps me go through time faster, more determined to work, and smoke less. Typing this blog makes me think back about what I've done. I'm thinking the grass is really dragging me down so maybe when I forget about this feeling then I can remember it again when I open this blog. It's important to remember this feeling because this feeling is what makes me determined to get my life back on track. I am a confident and good person. This drug may be relaxing but it is still a drug. It's banned for a reason. Maybe I need to find another method of relaxing. Maybe by being sober, I can find my rhythm back and actually be on the track of success. I recently had a talk with my sister and Zul. We discussed about topics that were new to me. It was regarding Allah. When I think about Allah, I feel calm. I prayed and felt much closer and the thought of doing sin was erased off my mind. Maybe by praying then I can be clear of all the bad temptations and learn how to be a good Muslim. I just met Hanis after a long time. I cant remember when anymore.. the grass blocked most of my memories. I am more of a forgetful person now.. anyways I look at him as my role model. He and I grew up together. we could have the same way of thinking as before but we took a different path. Been 4 years since we grew up together, I changed. I pray way less than before, I take grass, I smoke, I club and I do all the things that I've never done. I've also become a cocky person. We are still very good friends but I have changed. Not for the good but actually losing my way with Allah. Hanis never changed. maybe he is wiser in a way but he is more closer to God now. Maybe Nara is a blessing in disguise for him. He prays to Allah everyday. Why don't I do that? He is busier than me, younger than me, a Muslim like me. Why do I enjoy taking the dark road? Is it because I find it cool and I want to be remembered? If that's the case then I might as well be remembered as a good guy lah. What's the point in being remembered as a fucked up muslim right? My family wouldn't even be proud of me. What's the point in risking their respect right? so I'm going to promise to quit this bad path. I'm going to make use of my time with Hanis and be a better muslim and person. Insya'allah..

pilihanku

man this song makes it sound so easy to get girls -.-

surya said senang. pffftttttttttt even if it is, its still not good -.-

eh i cant wait la. time cepat sikit

burp

omg. i met a clone. listen to this song



best siallllllllllllllllllllllllll ..

i am feeling so bored now. yea been tweeting alot lately. tmr is my presentation. i just got barred from my beverage class :(

PROJECT GUNDAM X

the day is coming soon. i have a huge super duper masterplan. i call it project megaman :) love u baby :*

scary

i cant sleep so im googleing for scary information la.

these are the infos that i've looked up at:

http://ezinearticles.com/?Why-Do-Girls-Cheat-on-Their-Boyfriends?&id=2264973

http://www.articlesbase.com/dating-articles/9-ways-to-tell-if-a-girl-will-cheat-on-you-454803.html

BOREDOM

i m so bored now omg.. i miss my fishball la :( hope she's fine... im so worried :(( so sad n bored somemore! I NEED SOMEONE LAAAA :( ok. that is not me -.-
I'm going to GENTING ^^

Here are some quotes

"Life swings like a pendulum backward and forward between pain and boredom”

“Boredom is the feeling that everything is a waste of time; serenity, that nothing is.”

“In order to live free and happily, you must sacrifice boredom. It is not always an easy sacrifice.”

“Procrastination avoids boredom; one never has the feeling that there is nothing important to do”

limit

i have reached my limit. i broke up with jacqueline, i dont know if it was the right thing to do but i cannot tolerate any longer. i think she can find someone better. i hope she does, i dont mind anymore.

I'm sick

Goodness! i asked for sickness yesterday and i'm already sick now.

i have to ask parents for money agn :( omg i feel so shitty......

Ummmmmmm

Tonite i want to post something about what im thinking about now.

1- i am confused and stressed about my relationship but i won't give up
2- i love one republic's new song. secret and good life
3- my name is Noer Chou.
4- i am the leader of my assignment group
5- i think i forgot something but i'm not sure what
6- i lost dota twice today
7- pity megan tung :/
8- ilu since the first day i met u
9- i forgot to remind aries to call me
10- i want to post it out. the videos and pictures that i find cool


forget it. i'll upload videos next time. i wana sleep. ciao man

answer me

answer me wen u read dis. r we on pause?

Hardworking

I dont know why but i think i've been quite hardworking lately.. i've been doing my assignments, i've been revising for final exams. I really want to get an A now! :) maybe i'm influenced by my friends. well... it's a good thing.

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Liverpool drew again. KISS AND ASS SUCK SUCK MY COCK! U GUYS SUCK! cept for torres. his good looking

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Next week emily balik kk liao. Guess imma lose a kl friend :( i m sad

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I think all my exs look ugly. i dont mean to be rude but i just opened my eyes and its an honest opinion. YUCK! i rate my eyes 3/10

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I got french today. je suis sleepy. zzzzz

another member

I pierced again today. how cool am i now? B) very. haha
How to show my parents is another thing :/

Boredom

Man i was supposed to sleep at 12am just now but i played dota with Andrew. that guy pawned me like Cibai sial. his gooooddd. anyways, im going to penang later. it will be a class trip. i am excited man. i wish they put me in bus A. :)

I was signing into my blogspot right then i saw her blog in "the blogs that i followed". She made it for me man but too bad, the account was closed because she felt it was no longer necessary because i stopped being friends with her. Well.. i'm having those flashbacks again but she has a boyfriend now. I just got to suck it up. Ouch.

Girls with tattoos are not hot. It is cool to have a tattoo but it cuts off the stim. Get what i mean?

Owh Jacqueline. please understand that i sayang you n nobody else.

Fifa 09

Fuck that shit. i lost to peter again.

Oh shit.

The feeling has come again...i noer...is...falling...in...love...

The feeling just dropped like that..

i am still missing the old one but...

the new one....

To be continued..

The Current Status

Oh my lord, i feel so lazy blogging nowadays . I feel lazy! I wish i am taller :( i miss so many people o...

Fever

Yes i have a fever. i am not healthy. I have caught the Jay Chou fever :O

Jay Chou - Silence . FUCK THIS SONG MAKES ME WANT TO CRY! i don't even know the meaning of the song but it feels so damn emo!.



My friends came to KL, Did i meet any of them? no :( i am sad but gah! there is always next time. What's my plan tmr? Tropicana City! got to empty my bag ;)

To Aries. Dude, if u want a prostitute, make sure u use condoms, i want one too but u pay for it. Thanks dude.

The Return of the King

YO people! i am back. shit it has been awhile since i last blogged. Hey i have alot of things to share. First of all, school's been easy so far, had few test, got good results, now i am confident. WOW! for the first time in my life. I got myself a Vaio few weeks ago, schools getting more and more boring, somemore i am up again, at night, like now..2.13am listening to Right round-Flo rida.

Wat's up people?? i gave up blogging like weeks ago, most probably because i gave up in everything. crystal maurriel? gah! out of my system. totally this time. My drive to reblog now is because i just read a girl's blog. WOW! she knows how to blog ya? she made ME! want to BLOG!.

OKAY! these past week has been crazy for me, another chapter of my life has been unfolded, Noer, along with his sidekick, Son of a Dick(Dickson) has learned the art of "boughting" things. we are rich now. well not directly, but in a way, we can afford things from Jusco, Tesco, Cold Storage, and Ikea. Today me and my friends made an actualy firm. The members are Mohd Noer, Peter Johan Paul, Dickson, Andrew. We are rich people! Don't fucking look down on us or else we won't share u out expensive chocolates!.

CIGAR?? I don't smoke cigarettes but i have tried cigars. IT IS AWESOME! haha but i am no smoker. Smack me in the face then call me stupid but i feel good haha. Shisha is getting more and more fun by the day. :O

FOOD FEST! WOW! i woke up late today! i never joined any of the meetings at school. why? it is because i have to pay rm20 for the food fest. After i pay the rm20 i will get 4 coupen books. Each book cost rm10. The have the same rule as high school, if u fail to sell it then u will be forced to buy it for urself. What did i say? OH! TO HELL WITH YEEE!! so i did not pay shit then skipped all the meetings. What happened was, today, on the actual food fest day, i was scared to go to my friend's stall, why? because the teacher in charge was there, and he probably hates me by now for not attending any of the meetings. I heard PA marks was actually involved in the food fest activity, because i missed it i probably won't be getting any :( i hope i still can pass my PA marks because i just pierced two new hole on my left ear :(. anywayz back to the food fest, i reached school late. I slept at 2 am last night but woke up at 11am just now. Damn i'm such a pig. I had fun at the food fest today. Nkosana danced like a crazy fella! tell me! how often do u see an african,iranian,bangladeshian, and malaysian work together selling ching chong fan(if thats how u spell it)? College just gets better and more boring, day by day.

TO NABILAH ALI. Ui. Congratulations for ur show trial. i know your happy and coming here soon. I hope to see you soon okay?.

TO EMILY JAMES LIGUNJANG. I am so sorry i did'nt meet you here :( i feel so sad la.. I owe you big time okay?.

TO ANDY ADRIAN RAJA. Muts, you are running out of time my friend. 500 BUCKS! THIS WEEKEND! hahahha

MY ROOM. So fucking cool now. Lights are off, Black CS version Vaio with cooling pad and two little ikea lights. Damn my room look so cool now.

TO IKEA,TESCO,JUSCO,COLD STORAGE! I LOVEU :)

The Monkeys

Son Of A Dick

The 2 new members

The Cutie Pies (I swear to God, Pooh is getting cuter and cuter, day by day)

Nkosana Mzala Ncube

International Hotel And Tourism Management 7

My wonderful room glows at night
Noer with Strawberry Cigar

Peter Johan With Strawberry Cigar

For Nikole

Hey Nikole! i deleted the 2 post! hah! can't get me now. hehhehe.

Anyways, Have a nice weekend buddy ;) *scratches vanilla coke*